It was one year ago this month when I had such a vivid nightmare about running in a long, seemingly unending marathon. There was no sun. No support. No encouragement. No water. No sense of accomplishment. I may go into more detail of this at a later date to show how it fits in to this journey.
My mind often races with so many thoughts. I enjoy thinking and analyzing. Many times, my mind analyzes when I may not need it to. I am creative and when I feel balanced, this gift of creativity flows. At times when I feel anxious or drained, this creativity is stifled. Along with the regeneration of the nerve and muscles of my face, anxiety and depression have lessened. My creativity increases. I have had soooo many difficult days and nights yet I am making it through to better days.
As humans, we have many life experiences. Some we keep to ourselves and some we share. I have found such strong support from my loved ones. I've learned how important it is too connect with those loved ones. I'm not great at summarizing. I am better with details. You are welcome to come along, though, and read of this journey. There will be times we will laugh together, and maybe we will cry. I am sure there will be times of encouragement and understanding. I have learned so much and I continue to learn. I was weak and I felt beaten down. I am stronger now and I get stronger every day. May the same be true for you.
